"Personal musing inspired by past and ongoing experiences of my life…depicting how I feel and what comes hereafter. However it may also revolves around my personal whishes, hopes and beliefs which I often in doubt and wondering... what is the meaning of life.."

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Debu Debu Cinta - Sharifah Aini





bumi kering retak di sana sini...


Buku masakan saya

Antara buku masakan saya


Saya harap saya ada banyak masa terluang untuk memasak. Saya suka memasak namun saya tidak ada masa untuk memasak. Saya tidak seperti dahulu...

Kini saya hanya membaca buku masakan di atas katil, dan kemudiannya start kereta untuk ke kedai makan.

Saya tidak mahu komplain banyak...ini hidup terbaru saya.



Pentingkah berjogging?

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Saya takut untuk timbang berat badan saya. Saya berpendapat timbangan saya sekarang mencecah 90 kilogram. Oleh kerana saya pendek, saya kelihatan stopok. Yup, sekarang saya sangat gemuk!

Saya mengakui kepentingan berjogging sebagai salah satu cara untuk kita hargai kesihatan tubuh kita. Banyak manfaatnya berjogging. Antaranya dapat turunkan berat badan dan kuatkan tubuh badan. Tubuh badan kita, kitalah yang jaga, yang bertanggungjawab ke atasnya. Saya tidak mahu ulaskannya di sini.

Saya tidaklah berjogging berterusan, saya berjogging secara perlahan dan kemudiannya bila lenguh, saya berhenti untuk berjalan cepat. Jalan cara makan angin kata orang. Dalam sejarah penjjoggian hidup, amalan ini tidak menjadi amalan. Ia datang bermusim. terutama musim saya kelihatan gemuk

Saya kecewa kerana berjogging tidak menjadi amalan saya. Namun kekecewaan itu dapat saya tebus sedikit apabila menyedari 100% kawan saya tidak menjadikan berjogging sebagai amalan mereka. He he he.

Saya cepat gemuk. Bila saya kontrol makan sedikit, saya akan mengalami penurunan berat badan, tetapi agak perit apabila berusia. Ia payah untuk turun dengan cepat.

Semalam buat kali keduanya saya turun berjogging selepas habis kerja. Semangat berjogging timbul apabila sahabat-sahabat saya mula/juga mahu berjogging. saya tidak mahu fikir negatif, jika ada sesuatu yang saya boleh cuba, saya cuba.

Kali pertama saya turun padang, saya rasa lenguh seluruh badan. Rasa lelah pun ada. Kali kedua paha dan lutut saya rasa sakit. Itupun bukanlah saya berjogging berterusan. Saya mula dengan selow-selow dahulu.

Saya harap tabiat ini akan dapat saya teruskan...

Monday, February 5, 2018

Akhirnya saya hanya sekelumit dari episod hidupnya...

Saya malu untuk mengirim doa kepada kawan saya yang mahu pergi mengerjakan umrah. Sudah tiga kali dia bertanyakan hajat saya.

Saya malu untuk beritahu .... semoga Allah luputkan dia dalam ingatan saya kerana saya juga mahu hidup bahagia. Doa itu saya malu sampaikan kepada dia.

Saya hanya kirimkan doa agar emak dan ayah saya sihat selalu dan panjang umur...

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Kenangan lampu gasline...dan ikatan kekeluargaan

Masa saya kecil dulu, pada zaman 70an, apabila elektrik padam...ayah akan pasang lampu gasline. Zaman itu tiada TNB, mereka dipanggil LLN (Lembaga Leterik Negara). Dan pada zaman itu, kekerapan elektrik terputus tinggi. Kadang-kadang sampai seharian, semalaman.

Namun bila elektrik terputus kami rasa gembira. Kami tidak menyalahkan kerajaan. Tidak seperti zaman sekarang apabila semua orang rasa makin pandai, semua perkara tidak puas hati.

Bila elektrik terputus, ayah akan pasang lampu gasline dan mak mungkin akan bercerita pasal musang yang mahu makan anak ayam. mak mungkin menyanyi.

Kami adik beradik duduk keliling melihat ayah `menyediakan' lampu tersebut. Kami amat berminat seolah remaja sekarang dapat gajet terbaru. Seolah guru besar dapat peruntukan baru untuk buat garaj keretanya. Atau seolah penyanyi yang dah tak laku dapat tawaran main filem. Ia begitu mengujakan jiwa.

Ayah akan duduk di tengah rumah. ayah letak gasline dan juga sarung lampu yang macam net halus (jala), jenis butterfly. Ayah pasang net halus tersebut. tutup perlahan kaca balang... Ayah kemudian cucuh api perlahan-lahan dan ayah mula mengepam. Bila semakin dipam semakin terang rumah sewa kami.

Bila rumah makin terang, kami makin gembira. Hati jadi kembang. Kami boleh main `bayang-bayang' dari tapak tangan kami...

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terima kasih untuk jamkampung.blogspot, saya ambil gambar nett ini di situ.

Dan ayah gantung di alang rumah. Kami bak kelkatu merenung mendagu melihat lampu yang kami ibartkan sangat moden dan istimewa itu. 

Tetapi posting ini bukanlah pasal lampu gasline itu semata-mata. Ia pasal kekeluargaan. Pasal hubungan dan fungsi seorang ayah dan anak-anaknya. Pasal kami adik beradik.

Pasal seorang ayah `menerangi' keluarganya dari `kegelapan'...

Dunia makin berubah, saya percaya kini seorang ayah tidak ada banyak masa dengan anaknya. sendiri. Begitu juga dengan adik beradik. Tidak banyak kejadian atau peristiwa yang mendedekatkan keluarga. Adik beradik jika tidak berada dalam bilik masing-masing, mereka berada di luar rumah.

Perubahan dunia terus berlaku. Berlaku, berlaku dan berlaku. Saya ucapkan terima kasih kerana lahir pada zaman di mana tidak sepesat kini...

Kepesatan dan kemodenan membunuh sesuatu yang dulunya kita tidak dapat lihat tapi dapat rasa dan berkesan...

Haaa aha...aaa...Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ahahai...



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Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Ku Li on Dr M: He’s special, better than me


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SHAH ALAM: Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah, the son of the first menteri besar of Kelantan in post-independence Malaya, is easily the most recognisable member of Malaysia’s royal households.

Malaysians pronounce his nickname with some amusement. The shortened form of his royal title and his given name, when joined together, makes the prince a “kuli”, the Malay word for coolie.

But it’s a badge he wears with pride, alongside his other distinction of being the longest serving MP in Malaysia.

“No, I’m the longest serving in the world,” said the Gua Musang MP with a hearty laugh, correcting the “title” as he sat down for an interview with FMT.

At 81, the veteran Umno member, once Malaysia’s most eligible bachelor because he took a while to bite the dust like many of his contemporaries, is a picture of calm.

His baby face allows him to smile effortlessly, even when he recalled the nail-biting events of 30 years ago, when Malaysians waited for the results of the most divisive party elections that Umno had ever seen.

In the race for the Umno presidency, Ku Li lost to Dr Mahathir Mohamad by just 43 votes. It was to be his final bid to spring back to the cabinet – indeed to the top of it – years after he was brought in by Abdul Razak Hussein, the father of the current prime minister.

He is well remembered for Semangat 46, a party he formed just before the 1990 general election and which joined hands with the major opposition parties of the time, PAS, DAP and Sabah’s PBS.

“I was not in the opposition,” said Ku Li, who rejoined Umno in 1996. “I was forced to oppose because I was denied the membership of the Umno Baru that was incepted by Dr Mahathir. He didn’t like me; so he didn’t allow me to come in. We were forced to be on the other side.”

Umno Baru, or “New Umno”, was Mahathir’s quick antidote after the original party was declared illegal following a petition by 11 members aligned to Ku Li’s so-called Team B, just a couple of months after his defeat.

Today, the table seems to have turned. Ku Li is still an Umno member and his former role of fighting it from outside is now taken by Mahathir and his PPBM, which, like Semangat 46, is also Malay-based.

Still, he is uncomfortable with the comparison. He was, after all, “forced to form Semangat 46”, unlike Mahathir who he said “left in disgust”.

Good leader, bad team
Ku Li, who is about 10 years younger than Mahathir, is not impressed by the current Team Mahathir.
“Dr Mahathir is a good leader,” he said, “but he hasn’t got the right team of people with him. It’s very difficult. It’s not well-organised because they don’t have the leadership.”

But he thinks he is not fit to advise Mahathir. “He is better than me. I don’t think he wants to listen to what I have to say. I am nothing compared to him.”

Ku Li, the founding chairman of Malaysia’s cash cow Petronas, served as finance minister from 1976 to 1984, just before the country slipped into one of its worst economic recessions.

He told FMT he had had enough of elections after winning in 11 of them. The last time he said this was before the 2013 general election.

“I want to opt out,” he said, adding that a person of his age should not hope to live for much longer.
It’s not that he conveniently forgot about Mahathir, who turns 93 this year and is criss-crossing the country to talk to people a quarter of his age.

“He’s special. If he’s not special, I wouldn’t fight him,” Ku Li said, raising his voice a little, perhaps hoping to end the interview on a high note. He failed to do so and was prodded on about his political future.

“If it is the wish of the people to save the country out of the quagmire, one should submit to it, however difficult it may be” he said, when asked if he would accept the premiership on a silver platter.

Excerpts from the interview:

On Dr Mahathir

FMT:What would your advice be to Dr Mahathir if you meet him today?
Ku Li: He is better than me. I don’t think he wants to listen to what I have to say.

FMT:Did you say Dr Mahathir is better than you?
Ku Li: He must be. He has 22 years’ experience as prime minister. He was leader of Umno for nearly the same period. He has seen the world, he has negotiated deals for the country, for the party. I am nothing compared to him.

FMT:Can Dr Mahathir make an impact?
Ku Li: My answer is, yes, he would because of his experience, vast knowledge about organising and running things. Whether he will succeed, I do not know. He doesn’t have the team like I had in Semangat 46.

FMT:How would you compare between your Team B and the current crop of Umno ministers?
Ku Li: Najib was my assistant at the time (laughs).

On retiring from politics

FMT:Are you standing for election?
Ku Li: I don’t know. I want to retire. Sincerely, I want to retire. I have done 45 years [as MP], and over 60 years in the party.

FMT:But what if they came to you in the event of a hung parliament?
Ku Li: Don’t know lah. That’s what they did in the last election. I was supposed to retire before the 13th general election. I want to opt out. I am 81. How long more do you want to live?

FMT:There’s a 93-year old man who is travelling the length and breadth of the country…
Ku Li: He’s special! If he’s not special, I wouldn’t fight him (laughs).

FMT:So what does Tengku Razaleigh do when he retires?
Ku Li: I can do a lot of things. Maybe rest or get involved in charity work. I am not in it for money. I haven’t accepted any appointment since I stopped being minister of finance. I don’t even sit on boards of companies. I don’t want to run around for tycoons from London to Japan, to see this minister and that officer. Not that I’m big. I can live with my income, no problem. I don’t steal, I don’t cheat.

FMT:You don’t get donations?
Ku Li: No, I don’t. I never ask for donations. I run for elections with my own money all the time.


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Tuesday, January 30, 2018

the myth - endless love flute version

Mengapa kena makan buah?


1. Saya beli buah jambu.

2. Mak saya beri buah oren dan epal...(rujuk gambar di atas)

3. Saya hairan orang yang suka makan buah. saya tidak suka makan buah kerana lidah saya suka makan makanan lain yang jauh lebih enak.

4. Namun sesekala saya makan buah sebab saya percaya selain sayur (yang juga tidak sedap), buah juga banyak khasiat. Contonya untuk penghadaman kita

5. Memang perkara yang tidak sedap banyak bawa kesihatan dan sebaliknya. Kita buat-buat tidak sedar. He he he.

6. Betulkan?





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